Saturday, December 26, 2009


Saw this chicky talk show yesterday....

"How do a man n woman get to maintain their marriage?
Woman is cow n man is tiger.
The cow will always pretend to eat some meat n the tiger will always pretend to like grass.
The little pretend here n there make the marriage become longer.
*i think the pretend is more towards tolerant la*
If 1 day the cow found out that the tiger is just pretending to love grass.....
Cow:" My whole life is under ur lies!!!! I hate you!!!! ><"
Tiger:" Dear, to make sure you r happy. I used my whole life to lie to you. N i just have this 1 life."

It make me tremble a little. Not because of anger. Mayb it somehow touch me.
This stupid tiger is sure a sweet talker. blek~

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Holiday!!!! =D

Er..... I think holiday started??? =D
Back to home sweet home. enjoying the delicious homecook food....
I wont learn anything from my mum. =D then she can continue cooking n i just continue to eat.
Buahaha. I know it is a selfish thought.
Hate the computer at home. it gave me such a headache.... the figures in facebook application just move so slowly n they always give me this feeling they are popping.... =.=

Watched avatar.... 3D. =.= its amazing.... but 3D is just a trap for you to spend more money but less sastifaction.... geesh.... i give me this dizzy spell that needs 1 hour sleep to clear it..... @@ @@ @@

Gathering in secondary school.... lolz... notice how the graduate prefect that come back r getting lesser n lesser. But i m LOYAL!!!! buahaha... blek =P i just want to c their performance n regret that long long time ago. I m not a good leader.... swt. The MC is very funny today. N they even present to us good video they make by themselves.... Youngster today r really getting more n more intelligent. Street dance dont have much streetdance element... but its SUPER ENTERTAINING!!! wow!!! how can tis batch b so creative?

Finally my small handsome prince know how to call me.... (especially if i have something to eat in my hand). Greedy little devil. you are never an angel!!! it is a compliment.

Gah..... my GP doctor is going to boom me with a lot of questions. N i forget all that i had studied!!!! how??? the notes r just too appalling.. the notes r north n i m south.... how to get together??? T.T

Erm.... try not to emo these days because i will receive scolding from someone who is very optimistic.... geesh.... how can you rob my rights to emo????? huh!!!
ok~ so no emo.... n HAPPY CHRISTMAS!!!!

i think i wont update here soon~~~~~~~ *piss.... because the computer it just too slow!!!!*
Next person who ask me to show him or her my teeth.... i m going to make them paid for it....
paid= give money to me. everytime RM2. XD XD

Sunday, December 6, 2009


Daniel had a christmas party yesterday!!!! And we attended it. It is one of the nicest christmas party i had ever went. =)

A lot of nice food. I love the Jelly!!!!! By the way, is there any differences between jelly and agar agar.

We played "Make the cake" game. I am "One gram of butter and A tablespoon of raisins". XD
It is a super nice game but at the end of it, we cant even make a cake out.

Then, is carolling!!! My favourite parts. Remember how my mum used to take me to church during christmas eve to sing. =D it just feel so nice to sing with so many ppl. And i assure you that it is better than singing K.

Daniel's cell group had a production for us. Modernized version of birth of Jesus Christ..
Though i dun really know what they are doing until Daniel's gave a talk in the end.

Present giving time!!!! XD I felt sorry to the guy that got my present. Hope he loves sweet. =P
I got a keychain with "LOVE" on it.

I think we sing again b4 or after exchanging present....eeee ..... cant really remember.

Well, i had a super nice night yesterday. =) thanks to all of you that gave me such nice memory.

These are the socks with Daniel's family members name on it and even his kakak too.
So sweet~
The more colorful 1 is his cute little sister sock.

This box is pretty isnt it? Drawn by Daniel's mother. She painted a lot of stuffs in the house which are very beautiful. This is only one of them.
=) i like this candles with fruits surrounding it.
My keychain. =D and lastly the christmas trees!!!!

Friday, December 4, 2009


A zombie is living in B2-10-2 now. I feel so tired but whenever i close my eyes i get all those stupid, disturbing dreams. But, i cannot wake up. I sleep, sleep n sleep n dream, dream and dream (i think they can be categorized as nightmares) endlessly. It feels like as if my soul leave my body and enter the other body in the other world and live a different life for me. ><

This 1 is needed now. Dreamcatcher. Catch the bad dreams. Thats what Jacob told Bella.
But it didnt work for her. Will it work for me?

Gah.... ok. I went to watch New Moon today....... n DISAPPOINTED!!!!! Extremely.
Edward is definately not handsome.... Whenever he came into a scene. My mind kept flashing.
"Damn. He must be a chroniclly ill patient running out from ICU and all the hospital stuffs are on their way to catch him back. And someone!!! go n standby him. He may collapse any minutes!!!!"
The only Cullen that match what the book descibe is Alice only.

Lolz.... I dont like Bella either. I nearly scream out SLUTS!!!! throughout the movie..... instead of sympathize her. She is really ISH!!!!! mayb i m not in the right mood for this movie. She is simply slutty to me.

Jacob is far far far far far more nicer than the damn Edward. At least he is handsome. But he shows too much of his muscle..... -,- lolz... can you please wear back ur clothes? XD such a contrast compare to Edward.... He is damn....... look more like a chroniclly ill patient when he stepped out naked into the sunlight.

Lolz..... Above is just my opinion.....

Gah.......... so now. I m looking forward for..... Christmas Carole with my brother. And trying to find the third and forth book of Twilight. Who can borrow them to me? please~~~~~~ =)

Ok. Continue munching my fruits. =P
'I get them from the christmas celebration yesterday. They are simply pretty. Wonder if i can have SWEET dreamz if i eat them before i sleep. =)

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Nodame Cantabile

Whoosh!!!! =)
I m back with Nodame Cantabile again.
This time is comic version.
Nodame and Shinichi.
Both are very bless in music but they are different.

Nodame is just so weird and cute. =) always stick to shinichi. and come out with stupid idea. =D her lemon honey is the whole lemon dip into the honey. ewwww.....

Shinichi is just so handsome. but he kept deny that he have some feelings toward Nodame. =)

Both of them are just so cute. hee hee~ =D

Monday, November 23, 2009

Some sunshine in this Gloomy month

It has been raining FOREVER!!!! and i get a little depressed with the dark weather, rain and of course exam. Stupid exams. 2 in a week. I just finish english test today. Writing essay is not my strength.... so just hope for the best la. =)

My new collection =D
It is some meditarrien food.
lemon wine i think.
not as cute as the previous collection but its looks more real.

Happy happy~

My Giraffe. =) this the exchange gift of Guardian.
Kawaii desnei~~~
the head is the biggest among the eight animals. No wonder it calls Big HeadZ!!!!
=D =D
hope his head dont drop off.
hm.... i think i need to help him get a name. =) think think think. any idea a?

Wednesday, November 18, 2009


Rain Rain Go Away
Come Again Another Day
Little Children Want to Play
Come Again Another Day~

Geesh.... These days, my life is fill with rain water, rain water n more rain water. Plus studies studies n more studies. ==
Clothes cannot dry completely because it rains everyday n it always rain when i m not in my apartment.... so how to collect the clothes?

2day went to Dialysis Center. The sister taught us a lot of stuffs. From the organization to the fare, from what problems they r facing. The equipment they use in dialysis. How does an AV fistula feels, how you put a patient on dialysis and how you take him off it. Interesting n yet it has the fright effect. You wont want to even fall into renal failure category after you c how the dialysis patient suffered. It is not the very suffering type of suffer. It is the type that will slowly accumulate the pain until you cant bear it 1 day.
Saw a lady on temporary neck dialysis and a ex drug addict with a catheter.

Inspire me to drink more water. == But the tofu i cooked yesterday is really full of ajinamoto.
I drink more than 2L of water yesterday n feel thirsty.... shit. no japanese made sauce next time.

ok. dinner time. =)

Tuesday, November 17, 2009


I m sighing every minute starting from yesterday. T.T

Woke up with a big, very nice green patch on my bed....
(o.o the highlighter commint suicide by taking his head away n let his blood drown my bedsheets).

Pbl started at 9am. Dr Archike started with pbl 3 which is very stimulating but didnt stimulate me. == ngek... n i end up getting a question for how do you treat nephrotic syndrome. According to book, you just need to give them steroids. Only if it doesnt show any improvement. you gave them the aiding treatment such as diurectics, albumin, statin n restricted diet.... n so unfortunately i get the diurectics..... sheesh.
Luckily contributed sth during the pbl 1. =) heh~ although the trigger is still diurectics. T.T

After half an hour, English class.... watched a 2 hours movie. "Milk". The whole movie is about Harvey Milk trying to make the straight ppl accept them. Aish.... sorry. no hurting. n i m not backstabbing.... i can accept lesbian but gay.... is still a no no to me. eeeeeeee..... But Milk is just so so so so brave. N so determined. Admired. But i still dont understand who Dan white is. He is an Irish American... Is he also a gay too? just because the strict catholic law make him refused to admit the truth n he view Milk as a devil that pull him to the evil side. That's why he bang bang bang bang him at the end of the movie.... @@ Shivering throughout the movie... N got 2 assignment. how to finish o??? T.T

Again.... After half an hour of english class. I went to csu. Get to video some stuffs.... But i got subra!!!!!! arg.... how can e nagged so long? He talked even more than us. And he revealed everything b4 we even ask the patient. == N ended up talking how high should a plane fly n the altitude of mount everest. ==

Then 15 mins after csu. Go to lectures. Feel like hitting both of them. swt.... in a very super terrible mood.... lolz... swt. gr..... ><

Sunday, November 15, 2009


My first time having a Hernia? hennia?henia????
XD er.... dont know the exact spelling but it is done by using some colourings n draw patterns on ur hand. =)

This is what i get. Drawn by Wei Chin. At first, she wanted to draw a monkey on me.... ==
cause i have a bagpack fill with baby milo.
no way.... it will look weird on me..... monkey with me..... so..... funny. XD XD

Anyway, it already came off. i kept rubbing on it unconsciously.... because usually it is empty there. suddenly, there is sth there.... it just feel not so right.... XD does that mean that i will keep rubbing onto my tatoo if i get it one day in the future?

SNOW FLAKE!!!!!!!!! It is from 100 yen shop. It is so soft, sweet n honey like. That i m falling in love with it. =)

Get to finish the whole bowl of it during rainy days...... Shhhh..... dont tell my mum. I didnt intend to do so. When i m buying it... suddenly it rains like cats n dogs. You cant just throw away a 4.50 very delicious looking dessert like that isnt it?

So wat u can do is just EAT IT!!!! =D

yum yum~

"Ma Ti Gao". get it from pasar malam. =)
It is 1 of the food that will make me go "ahh.... what a relieve to have you with me."

and a food that will make me happy since i m young. hee hee~

just looking at it make me feel happy too =) =)

Tuesday, November 10, 2009


I received a letter 2 weeks ago. but i forget to read it after putting it among the large pile of notes i need to read.

It emerged today~ and.... the content is just so T.T ... ai... T.T passive.

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Vinegar POrk Leg

Went to get my lunch in a mixed rice shop. Forget my spec at home. So i need to squeeze my eyes to see what dishes are put under my nose....
then suddenly a very familiar smell approach me...
instantly, my mom came into my mind...
the dish is

XD it not as nice as the 1 my mum cook. but i just take its soup. yum~
miss you mommy... =) you are the best cook...
arg... thought of lotus soup again. aish.....

Dont watch Inglorious Bastard... it is so boring n long winded i nearly fall asleep.
Only 5% of the whole movie are funny. and the whole movie very pointless.... super pointless. regret i went to watch that. @@

Saturday, November 7, 2009

Howl again

I think i introduce this anime b4. But i watch it again tonitez (video from Joyce) and i m going to say, this is the anime that i like the MOST!!!!!

directed by Hayao Miyazaki. Cooperated with Walt Disney. The original story is taken from Diana Wayne JOnes (Howls MOving Castle)

The story is about Sophie who help out in her dad's shop. One day, on the way to find her sister, she met a handsome (SUPER HANDSOME!!!!) guy and her magical journey begins. =)

First time, she get to fly~ then she is turn into an old haggard lady, she met a scarecrow that can jump by its own, went into the fearful castle of HOWL!!!! Saw a fire demon who can talk and like to complain and the very cool door. Just by turning the knoc to different colors, you can go to different place. COOL~~~~~ and she found out that the castle's owner is the handsome, gorgeous chap that she met that day.
Her journey begins~~~~~ =D

This is the 'castle'. hee hee~ it look so retarded.

Anywayz~ the storyline is great!!! the soundtrack is greater and the anime is GREASTEST!!!!

oooh~ still have the thrill after watching it. =)

It is worth to watch.

Yea... It is a little bit different from the storybook. In the storybook, the witch of the waste is a gorgeus little demon with dark blue hair~~~~~~~ salty ^^ Mrs Solomon died and she didnt want to trap Howl.... XD
GO n watch urself. I want to watch it once more!!!
The eye catcher in the movie. Pretty~ attractive~ and dont look girly even with the ear ring. Muakz~

Wednesday, November 4, 2009


I m very 'lucky' to have FIA as my pbl faci this time. He is not scary or strict like he is in csu.
He really let us come out with our own learning issue..... =.= n didnt interupt us.
PBL really turn out to b a student based learning. Aiks. Wonder how PBL 2 will b.
Lets c on friday.

2 Nilesh in a row. Supposed to feel super tired and headache...
Yea... i cant catch some points because before you know he will b talking on other slide already.
But other than that i feel ok~ T.T

So much stuffs got to b done this week. 2 english homework, pbl, study, study, study n csu. @@
i m going mad.

Wonder if i should go out on thursday.... =.= still wondering. struggling.... help me!!!!!

ok~ start to do the english asignment. @@

Monday, November 2, 2009

Labour Pain

This week topic for english class.
"Women should or should not Endure Labour Pain".
I would love love love love + appreciate appreciate appreciate if you all could leave a comment on this topic.
You can support, oppose or even stand on the fence. I need DIFFERENT VIEWS from ppl other than me. =)
tq tq~

Well.... for me. If i m the advisor. I will advise the mother-to-be to try to endure the pain. Create the bond between child and realise how hard giving birth is (think of ur mother).
But if it is myself giving birth. I would scream,"ANATHESTIC PLEASE!!!!!"
ppl who had low pain tolerance like me is just too coward to face pain.
This is the me now. But in the future. who know i m 1 of those that try to endure labour pain without any help. =D

Have nilesh kumar today... cant really concentrate. my thoughts are flying everywhere, finding a way to fly out of the stuffy lecture hall.
Raining again.Hm... it look kind of sad to me. T.T
The inside of my head feel like. You hit on a big bell... it will have echo+thrill or tremor 10 or 5 mins after the hitting. a lot of tremor in my head.... =.= wats wrong with me?
even the notes in front of me... look kind of unsolid... it is tremoring from the normal position.
My seductively pretty megan fox~ She is so salty and HOT!!! Her legs are pretty. @@ long, soft , thin n white.
I sound like a pervert. =D
Dark hair and green eyes. This is the kind of girl that is beautiful and mysteriously gorgeus to me.
XD i m not lesbian.

R.T. (Random thoughts): one of the reason to learn how to drive a manual. When you are chasing by this whole gang of gangster. and you jump into a car (manual!!!) then you will have a better chance in getting away. XD XD just random. i get a smack on the head when i said this to someone. T.T


Some update...

Clinical visit are "adventurous". The driver is equally blur as the students.
He brought us to Banting instead of Mantin. I scare my brain is playing illusion with me... so the two ppl in my heart keep arguing. "Mantin is in Negeri Sembilan. Not Selangor la."
"Mayb we can go to Mantin through Banting."
=.= And the driver can be F1 racer.... i just feel like puking sitting in the car. N on the way back. someone direct him to the longest way to vista.... go through cheras. I saw leisure mall. N 100 yen japanese grocery shop. "i want to go!!!!"

Some of my friends are having relationship problems. Is relationship a seasonal things?
Because 1 period of time, there will be a lot of couples appeared... then on the other period of time, there will be another batch that spilt. COMPLICATED!!!!!
and there is a person who do plenty (my dad forbid me to use 'a lot') of stupid stuffs. I feel like hitting him in the face. What does he have in his mind? insane!!!!! no1 will appreciate you if you did this kind of stuffs.

Halloween party!!!! quite good for a first timer. I dress as typical ying xin. =) enjoyed c-ing others dress up. especially Faye~ sexy!!! n mysteriously pretty. =) A lot of nice nice stuffs la...
but all the photos are with JOyce or other ppl. I didnt take much.

Little nyonya is nice!!! couldnt believe that she told me its not nice. =D wait n c la. And dont ever do 2 things in a time. if not you wont enjoy this beautiful drama. I fall in love with Jeanette. Her eyes can talk~~~~~~~~~~~~~ (eyes filled with love) ^^

Watch Jennifer's Body with angel and my bro....
lolz... the story line is very lame.... but Megan Fox is super attrative in the movie (but she is not the main actress in the movie) the whole story is a flashback.
Geg... Megan Fox eyes cannot talk but they can lure you n pull you to her... eee. succubus~
I like Needy and Chip in the movie. Its just hard to find this type of ppl in the real world. @@
hm... There is a word that keep repeating in the movie. "you are salty."
salty=HOT!!! XD but to me it got another meaning......> you are horny! =D
There is a movie called Aquamarine. From Jennifer view : it is a movie about a half sushi girl. =D =D you must c how she said it. super hilarious. =D

lolz... Things inside me and things that are related to me are starting to deteriorate... i think.

1. My coordination is turning worse... last time i used to bump into things quiet frequently.
Now, i cant walk properly. Trip every 50 steps i walk. Nearly fall down when i stand. =.= i dont know if this is clumsy or what? N during driving.... it make no sense when ppl that sitting behind me saw the car in front is reversing when i, the 1 driving... didnt notice it. T.T

2. Some kind of viel is covering up my brain n squeeze it..... Always feel tired and wound up when i didnt even did a single stressful things.

3. Many ppl may noticed i always want ppl to repeat their sentence twice... cause i really have hearing problem. So b patient with me. my old bad ears just dont work well. kaka~

ok~ time for... english class. Hope Ms. Christine has sth interesting to show us today~ =)

Sunday, October 25, 2009


A goal is set and i really hope that it will success.
=) cause it will b good to everyone. very happy to c the 2 white things flapping outside my door~

T.T why my dentist go to tighten my teeth again. its painful....

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Something to share (english version)

My friend asks me if its ok to do a test with him. I said sure. whats wrong?

Question 1: A woman gave birth to eight children. 3 of them are death, 2 are blind, one have down syndrome. And the woman is infected by syphillis herself. Will you advice her to give birth to another child?

As i m going to answer him, he stopped me n asked the second question.

Question 2: There is a election for the president. They all get the same vote and you are the last vote that determined who is the next president.

Below is sth about them and it is true.

Candidate A: He always mix with politics that are not honest. And he will ask for astrologers to predict the future.
He practiced adultery and is a heavy smoker. He drinks 8 to 10 glasses of martini every day.

Candidate B: HE is fired twice. Love to sleep until noon. Took drugs during his university life. and every evening he will drink one quarter of whisky.

Canditate C: He is a war honoured soldiers. vegetarian. Dont smoke and only drink some beer ocasionally. Dont perform adultery.

Who will you choose as the president?

My friend pass me the newspaper. and i read the answer.

Candidate A: Franklin Delano Roosevelt

Candidate B: Winston S. Churchill

Canditate C: Adolf Hilter

So, my friend said. you help the world to choose Adolf Hilter as the president isnt it?

0.0 stunned. Then how about the mother? will you advice her to give birth to this baby?

Lolz... no need to think of it. just tell the mother to have abortion. I cant bear to c her to giv birth to another child that had deformities. Let her n the society suffer less.

You killed beethoven. She is beethoven's mom.

story: its not important where we are but where we are going to. When you had decided where u want to go. the world will open a road for you. =)

Sth to share
















候選人A是:富蘭克林 羅斯福,

候選人B是:溫斯頓 邱吉爾,













Thursday, October 15, 2009

Dream 2

I need to spit this out. It is so disturbing that i wont have appetite to eat if i still keeping it to myself.

I got stupid dream a few weeks ago. I forget nearly everything but this stupid part get stuck in my mind (mayb it is too fat and cant squeeze through my brain).

The main char is one of my longest n dearest friend. He looks like my twin when we are young...
When someone you appreciate so much suddenly gone or in bad condition, you tend to go crazy...

N he has CANCER in my dream (dont ask me why i know it is cancer. It just came to me).
The most hideous 1 ever found in history. it is an aliented cancer. The back of his neck is fungating with papillary look like cancer. black brown n got a lot of holes on it. It is hard. It is so scary that in the dream, i couldnt laid my eyes on the mass behind his neck.

Then, normally he is ok. but sometimes he tend to scream in agony n just squeeze himself into a ball n scream scream scream scream n scream. My heart is so pain.... that i feel my heart squeezing like someone trying to make it burst. T.T

So worried of him but luckily he is well when he phoned me. whew whew whew.

Although somebody told me dream cannot b believe. But if it involved something that you treasure the most. you tend to go haywire... T.T

whew... ok. i spit it out. now its time for dinner. sorry yen haw to make you wait.
got appetitie liao.. =)


I understand but that doesnt equal to i agree with you...

I can disagree with you. Cause we stand n view things on different aspects.

I look like a real panda now. Just now having nightmare until te 1 hour nap is like 1 min rest only.

You see, i live in a magnificant house with three rooms. Master bedroom is the first 1 you will see when you step in. then on the right is a dining room. When you walk further in , you will find a stair going up to my room n the other hsemate room. the right is living room. Got big dropping windows.

My room is midway at the stair. if you walk further up, it will lead you to a bridge with a big rectangular pool with a lots of gold koi fish in it. 1 of them are pregnant n have a very big stomach. the bridge lead to the other side and the toilet is there.

It is beautiful.... but 1 day. i wanted to go toilet, and yen ming teman me...
then halfway through the bridge, the other side of bridge started to have a lot of water shooting up. like a fountain.... i think i know sth bad going to happened... so i ask yen ming not to follow me... i will go myself.... (usually you can see the water down there but now you done...)

The journey to the toilet is ok. then when i m back... i accidently fell into the water (slippery and very hard to open ur eyes) and a very big gray black fish like the biggest fish in amazon is chasing me.... n i feel suffocated.... so suffocated that i wake up more than 10 times and the fish keep chasing me after that.... wonder how i walk under water... i dont know how to swim in reality.

lolz... that is my dream... mayb most of you cant remember ur dream... but recently my dreams get more n more real like until i feel scare about it.... but i still like sleeping. ok. got to go.

chen yu sui.... swt.

Wednesday, October 7, 2009


I m always an easy target for the faci....
swt swt. got to be more hardworking. =)

cheers. dont laid around. =)

Thanks for the cake===> XD XD

Monday, October 5, 2009


I did sth stupid just now. I throw tissue paper into the washing machine n.....
my clothes is cover with tissue papaer bits here n there.

Ying xin. check the pocket b4 u wash any clothes.... swt. T.T how to get rid of the small small bits of tissue now?

Happy MoonBiscuit Festival + Birthday to me =)

=) i m officially 20 now. The youngest among the 20th. =)
This year birthday is just as special as the pass years.

Yen Ming, Wei Chin, Ick, Natasha, Haw Ger, Joyce, Kala and Mervyn tried to give me a surprise party.... At Zen. But... somehow i know sth fishy is happening. =) thanks to my super duper sixth sense. They belanja me Zen.
My Sashimi set... is a very big set and i cannot finish it. But i ate finish the sashimi (very big pieces and super fresh too), the cawanmushi (yum yum. very silky), the fuits and the cabbage in the soup. XD

XD this is the grill fish (mackarel) ordered by wei chin. I love steam fish more. But this taste nice too. the outer layer is very crispy but the inner is soft and tender. =)

XD how can i left out the caterpillar rolls??
But... i still love the 1 in zanmai. =) its more delicate. this 1 is very huge. XD i just ate 2 of them n i m full. =P

The blueberry cheesecake they bought me in coffee beans.... XD y is it distorted?? because someone forget to jaga it n it slide to the front n knock the handbreak when we r on our way home. =)
anywayz, it is still yummy~ ^^

After the dinner, we went for dessert in yougur berry. =) played spell up there. N Joyce n I won!!!! cause we only left 2 words and we didnt use malay to spell out any words o. yay yay!!!! =)

On our way back, 8 of us cramp into a Camry..... lolz.... sha sha. Can i get the photo from you. XD joyce n i sat in the front seat. All the passerby n stare into the window is either stupified or just smile... luckily no police roundings that time. But most of us had numb buttocks when we get off the car.

Whoosh~ thanks guys for the celebration. =) its so fun. =)

Oh. thanks to all that wishes me. =) much appreciate~ *hugs*

Ok~ more to go. On my birthday morning. Joyce sms me "Happy birthday. dont sleep first. i got sth to give you." (sth like tis. i forget the exact message le)

I thought she was baking cookies for me. XD XD (dont ask me y i came out with this idea. it just came out.)
but she came over at 1.32 am bringing me this. =) (photos steal from JOyce)
Its 100% handmade with my name sewn on it. XD adorable!!!! n i like food stuffs (beside the 1 that can be eaten). thanks joyce~ =) it is a very meaningful n adorable gift.

Quote on the box, "Have a lovely day, a wonderful year and a happy future". ^^

Angel woke up during midnitez n sang birthday song to me. *touch* =) ur voice is as beautiful as ever angel. =)

There is another spontaneous person.... caming out with things that i didnt expect. (lolz.... according to that person, if there is no some very severe accident that time. it would turn out to b better. aish. sorry ya~

yogurt cheese from secret recipe. XD going to grow fatter. too much cheese for me in this birthday. =P
These are 2 seeds. Happy Birthday in english and chinese. It supposed to b planted by the giver....
but at the very last minute.... he said, " aiya... will die if it grow into a plant. better remain like this." lolz... thats y i received this 2 beans.... swt.

My first time received a flower.... swt.
Thank you. actually it look like a flower with eyes n mouth. But the giver said its a pure flower. =)
up to u la..... hee~ tq.

lolz... n here came the eggs. beside my relatives n my family... this is the first time i received red eggs from someone.
so traditional wei... but with words written on it.
aish... its quite tough for a person that dont go into kitchen even once to make this.... n it took him 1 hours ++ to finish this 2 beautiful things. thank you~ cook the egg first before you pour the colouring on it. XD dont cook it with the colouring. it wont stick. =)

Swen n Ting ting belanja me these for my birthday. XD can make a eating trip for this birthday.

Its pizza italia in oakland. The boss look like an italian. XD
the food are quite nice. Olio with prawns. (i love the taste, a bit spicy and the prawn is juicy.)
pizza with yellow chili... what is it called already? cheese, mushroom, salami n tomato on it. XD thin crusts.
Tiramisu!!!!! actually swen just wanted to test if it taste the same as her tiramisu =)
its delicious. i love the soft texture!!!! XD raw egg in it. XD i dont mind if i didnt get tummy ache then.

The other surprise came when i get into Baker Cottage to get my cake!!!!
I found this!!!!
MAngo Mousse!!!!! I had been finding it for the past 3 years after i first tasted it during my mom's birthday. =) i found it!!! =")
It is just as good as i remember. all the people who love mousse must try it!!!! especially those that loves mango. you will fall in love with it. hee hee~

My cousin took a moonbiscuit (aka mooncake) with a lit candle on it and sang happy birthday song to me n my other cousin whose birthday is just 1 day after me. XD XD creative n surprise!!! =) thanks, cousins. hee~ advantages when ur birthday falls on mid autumn festival. There are tonnes of people who will celebrate with you.

plus extra bonus for this birthday. ang pau from 2 aunties, 1 uncle, granpa n daddy n mommy. =)
usually get from daddy n mommy only. heh~ ^^ thanks for the blessings.

XD Ern ern. thanks for phoning me from aussie... sorry i cant recognize ur voice. my bad my bad. dont angry k? *hugs*

Lastly, from my bro.... lolz... he wanted to try this. so he bought this n share with me.
=) its miracle from someone who eat the whole chocolate in 1 gulp to share the chocolate with someone. thanks bro~
The surprise toy we get inside... my brother dont want it... lolz... isnt it just cute? swt.

XD erm.... just to annouce... my REAL birthday is on 3 of oct!!!! the 1 on facebook r fake 1. sorry to make a fuss... =) October fool. Cheers~ =)

Happy Anniversary to mommy n daddy. XD 1 day after my birthday. =) thats mean i m a blessings for ur marriage... wakaka. ok. =) love both of u.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Who phone me????

Just now a girl phone me.... the phone number got 10 digits.... actually dun know if can sent message to that number.... but i sent....
n when the person phone back... she dont want to tell me who is she....

at first i thought is Liny..... then.... i think is Melissa!!!!!
wah!!!! Melissa. thanks for phoning me. sorry for not able to recognize your voice in the first place.

Happy Mooncake festival~ =)

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

T.T sorry dentist

I did sth very bad to my braces and now i m moaning over it.

Hope my dentist wont straggle or ask me to pay more when i appraoch him this saturday. T.T

aiye~~ you are such a good person. dont ask me to pay more. =)

p/s: i went jogging tis morning. XD aiye... miracle do come here n there.

Monday, September 28, 2009

Sch starts

My arms nearly broken into carrying 4 big bags (plastic bag, paper bag, hand bag and back pack) from seremban to vista.

Touch n go is not functioning at the bandar tasik selatan station. n we need to go to the counter to solve this problem... =D i like the expression of the guy behind the counter when i flash out a RM100 to pay for my Rm5.40 tickets. lolz... super funny.

Miss 2 lrt at the station. (crap. this is the first time i miss 2 lrt.) praying that there wont b rain until i reach vista. but.... my prayer is not heard. it rainsss.... drizzling. =) still ok la.
luckily not heavy rain. wonder how i get home if its pour.

back to vista.... a lot of thoughts running in my mind.... need to tidy them up first. or can i just simply stuffs them behind a door. lazy to clean up the messy mind la. its abstract!!!!

oh ya.... complaint. complaint. complaint. my dentist always give me hope then break it.
=.= blek~ if you break my hope again next month. i m going to straggle you. take carez. mrs nurse~ =)

Friday, September 25, 2009

You're so special.

No one can smile like you.

Thursday, September 24, 2009

emo post.... dont read if you r happy or emo

I always always hope that there is someone that i can sit down n tell him/ her my problems. Then let me do whatever i like. Cry, bang things or just simply let me tell out what i feel.... not adding too much comments here n there, not looking at me in a different way because i tell him what i feel...

But, things dont go like this. sometimes too honest will bring super big trouble to you even it is just a "I dont want to eat mooncake."
Last time, i turn a very big round before i tell a person the main point... they said i m too long winded n half way their attention flew to other things.
Then, now... as i try to be straightforward, they said i hurt them badly. Too straight to the points.

Ish... how i wish someone can just soothe me now... but... no. wth. n.... disappointed... expectation here n there. i also put it on other ppl. but i didnt tell them. i wish so hard in my heart that they will noticed what i want but they didnt.
Salute a friend of mine... she can get whatever she wants. Love n care. etc etc.

YES!!!! you can said i m greedy. n yes. i m greedy. i want a lot of love n care that no men had ever asked!!!! just because i m one that feel that i lack of everything.
Because i dont have. because i m not sastified. thats why i asked for more morE moRE mORE n MORE!!!!

I hate to b so sensitive.... but yes. i m super sensitive that i think nobody will ever match my level of sensitive. ='( i just hate who i m now. what the hell is going on with me??? where did my old self gone?
mayb i killed her n buried her somewhere, sometime n someplace that i myself couldnt remember.

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Geesh~~ just want to make a small note b4 my short term memory went from bad to worse.

First time. went to sing K with Wei Zeng.... dont know he can go so gaga~ with dyizi~

I also sang quite a lot of songs... lolz... but XD XD sorry for sending frights and threats through my voice. heh~ imma a bad singer. aiye. but its just so fun singing k with some very spontaneous ppl.
I m POSITIVELY PRAISING all of you!!! Its just so FUN!!!


Monday, September 21, 2009


Expectation is always a horrible thing to me. Where there is expectation, stress and choice came with it.

There are lots of expectations drop onto me since i m young. ok.... maybe this can drive you to success ( *giggles*) but the problem is, they are not from me.
When i m in primary, ppl expect me to b at the top of the top student.... (yea... i think i m.)
I m in secondary school, people around me expect me to get good result in PMR n my SPM. (er.... of course not top result but i think it still conseder good.)
Then, i go into a good college and get into IMU plus studying medic as expected....

OKla. this r all the things that i want n thanks for putting expectation on me to drive me to where i m now.... but hey!!!!
What the heck do you all come and expect me to get a boyfriend and hubby that is a doctor...
Most of the doctor came in pair with doctor. Yea... mayb doctor+doctor will be a good pair....
stable job, high salary and got same topic to talk too.... but.... i m not you. i got the right to pick my choice... it is me who is going to marry him not you guys... XD

ai... thats why i said... even the thing is really involved 2 person... when it is bring into the society. it will be a matter of all ppl... ppl trying to put their expectation in... jumble up ppl life n in the end, the 2 person things will become a whole lot of big mess.... swt swt swt.

When everyone said you can and have the ability to achieve an A but you only want a B... is it your wrong for not being expecting higher or r they just too nosy in considering ur life for you?

Friday, September 18, 2009

What girl want from a guy

I get this from email. I think it is quite true. Let me translate it from you. =)

A. She : " Hubby, help me get a glass of water."
He : " Stone, scissors, cloth. Who lose then who go and get the water."
She : " Swt.... i go and take myself.... ... ... ..."

B. They are watching tv. She get up and wanted to walk to the kitchen.
He : " Where are you going?"
She : " I want to get a glass of water a..."
He : " Swt... Sit down!! I go and take for you." (sweet des na)

What most girl want from a guy is someone that will love her and sayang her. Even if you dont have anything. Just because you love her (not by saying only). She will willingly be with you for the rest of her life.


A. He just finish his work and phone her, " honey. I am going out to eat with my friend tonitez."
She : " Huh...? i thought you promise to go shopping with me. T.T "
He : " Next time la."
She is crying softly on the other side... Why this always happened?

B. He just get back from his work and phone her. " Honey!!! My friend give me a ticket!!! MANCHESTER le!!! I will go there a little while later. =) "
She : " Really? oh.... =.="
He : " Erm?? not happy o?"
She : " You forget already o? you promise we will go double date with my friend and her bf today."
He : " Oh my gosh. Sorry. Honey. I forgot. I will give the ticket to other people and we go dating la."
She : " huh? Dun want. It is a very rare opportunity. just go. Or you go to watch first then only join us later. =)"
He : " No way. I promise you first. And you will bcome a very big light bulb if you go with them alone... its just not right to do that to you."
She : " ntg la..................."
She havent finish her sentence when he said, " I dont care. You quickly go and prepare la. I m going to fetch you in 10 mins. =) "

=) We are so "ren xin". not because we dont know what you like and what you prefer to do. its just because we hope that guys can be more "dong shi' than us. =) but.... of course. we are very tolerant also. If you tolerant with us first.


to be continued...