Thursday, July 30, 2009

Waiting for sth to harvest

I think i m a bit crazy tis holiday.
Sleep, eat, teman my mom to have things done (i think she came out with a lot of things to keep me awake), read a book (the thirteenth tale.... XD a boring book at first but at the last few chapters. poof!!! everything change so mystically i nearly cant handle it), take nap, online online online then TV!!!!

N what m i doing now? i m waiting to steal sth from KS in his farm... XD
ok.... i m going crazy....

you know.... st a big garden will giv you a lot of chance to have your blood donates....
i m going to have a "blood donation" in half an hour time.

ok. the fruits already ripe. XD

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Half Blood Prince

All the movie review that i read... they said that this sixth movie of Harry Potter is a hit.
Ok.... i think they have either no taste or they didnt read the book!!!

What the heck!!! I feel like killing the director at the first 1 hour...
then decided to strangle Ron n slap the Lavendar the next few hours...

GOsh... mayb i m not good in expressing my love like what Lavendar did...
But it really makes me want to puke... Hair standing when watching what she did to Ron...

Then... the funeral of Aragog is kinda funny... Harry is even funnier after drinking the potion.
act funnily.... like a clown or a person that lost his mind.

And Dunbledore.... i m speechless. wth. he is a total different person from the previous movie....

The slightly better part of the movie is the part where Dumbledore n Harry go to retrieve the Hocrux.... Other than that.... i m falling asleep....

Btw.... one good thing about the movie is Malfoy grown into a nice looking boy... kaka~

ok... above is just my own opinion. looking forward for New Moon>....

Saturday, July 25, 2009

"No" spell put on me

1. No highlighting hair. (it will make you look improper. Like a gangster)
2. Cannot but ur fringe short. (you dont suit to have short fringe. make you look like a kid)
3. No trimming ur hair. if you go to saloon. but at least 2 inches of ur hair. (pay so much just to trim ur hair? better cut it shorter. dont waste money)
4. No layering ur hair. (you look super messy in it)
5. No makeup if you r going out with ur family. (no need to b so pretty. who do you want to show to?)
6. No short skirts n shorts. *all must below the knees (its very ugly to wear shorts n skirts that show half of ur upper leg. not lady like)
7. No singlets n tops that will show all ur arms or ur upper chest. (this is improper clothing)
8. Tie up ur hair. (you dont look nice with your hair down)
9. No going out with your friends so often. (3 times a week.... is very often) (spent more time with the family. especially ur bro)
10. No watching tv or listen to radio when your bro is studying... (=.= he is studying nearly 24 hours ok?)
11. No facing the computer for more than what i think is more. (bad to ur eyes.... n what for face the computer for so long... ntg much to c what.)

ok.... sure.... i will obey to it lo. hmph...

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Nagging

Ppl nag me a lot... i dun know why.... mayb there is a very big words written all over my face
"please nag me"

Yesterday.... a friend nagged me until 2 in the morning... (thanks... actually enjoy that nagging)
Then 2day another 1 repeated the same old thing that he keeps telling me everyday "drink water. i dun believe you. go n drink a whole bottle." T.T
Next.... the other 1 nag me about taking care of myself....
After that... my mom "dont sleep so much la. pig in the morning n cat at nitez..."
"quickly go n help someone out."
Finally my dad "=.= lolz... in front of the computer again... sleep earlier..."

okay...I didnt complaint. i enjoy it... ^^
thanks to you all that i know that someone still care about me...
but dun nag too long... or too much. =.= i will nag you back if you do that. hmph.

Sunday, July 19, 2009

Sharing

Every person like to share some of his things with someone to a extend. Food, clothes, feeling and blah blah blah....
Its easy to share sth with someone but you still need to consider if the other side want to accept the treat or not. =.= wth....
N totally speechless when you wanted to share sth with someone but he keep refusing...
hmph.... langgar otak ke?
not just 1 time. its several hundreds time....
if its a time... its still acceptable... mayb you dont like the stuffs i share with you but several hundreds time..... >< *sob*
Sharing is caring.... can you just take ur share st because is my way to show i care for you.
and how can you always want me to take my share when you dont want to take any of urs....
look like i m bullying u like that.... =.=
p/s: i hate you =.= stupid.

Saturday, July 18, 2009

Loose the Gripping

I PASS my EOS... =.= but the result not as good as i thought.... @##$% nvm... next time next time.will work harder.

Recently i drop into emo mode again... The causes of it mayb:
1. watch too many dramas until my eyes get irritated.
2. didnt sleep well at nitez especially when there is somebody sleeping beside me.
I scare i will kill that person by rolling over him/her.
3. Mayb i sleep late n my body get heaty... thats why my mood also get heat up.
4. Get into sth new n unstable.... i just wish to shut it down now...

So thats why.... Recently i either talk very loud or just keep to myself ...
n wth.... i get irritated by small things. really small things...

Someone kena the most.... n i feel so sorry to that person. Because he didnt make very serious mistakes.... but i just keep pouring too much emotions into him....
suddenly i found myself m quite scary.... n it really make me starting hating myself....

Since young, i ask myself what do i want....
more than 10 years.... i think, rethink, research,... but i stil couldnt find what i really want.
aish... @@ mixed feeling...

I can b a loner... but if i attached to someone... then i will depend on them a lotz...
yea yea... thanks for wiping my tears away gently.
but what you said after that made me feel more insecure.
thats why more tears r shed....
only my really close friends can see me cry in front of them..
i cried not because i want to make you emo with me... it just another way to express myself...
since i m not good with words... speaking or writing.
n yes. i m cruel n selfish like you said... just in this particular thing. because i treasure it too much... until i scare of losing it... which cause it to runaway from me more.
loose my grip... yeap i will try. 1 day if you found that i m not crying again in front of you... means... gone case.

you see.... i so emo nowadays until i cant lift my lips up to smile....
88... my dear sun n warm. T.T

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Post EOS 3

I thought i can enjoy after EOS 3. But instead i become more n more restless.
Nearly to the extend that i want to shut myself up somewhere n just wait for exam to come...
So no Melaka trip for me.... but going to celebrate someone birthday yesterday!!!
Hope she didnt read my blog today.

29/5 lolz... swt... the date i should remember...wth.
29/6 aother date i should remember.... cause the killer exam starts that day....
N who said its easy???
8/7 ok.... i did some stuffs. i dun know if its reckless, selfish or what canto said "xiu sa". swt swt. wth. i still dun know why i did that stupid stuffs.
10/7 T.T result coming out.... pass or fail.... i m getting more nervous than EOS2

I feel bad cause i m turning into a bad guy...

Swt. Joyce. i still havent finish Gem of Life.... Its getting more n more complicated. my head gonna burst already. Bomm ba!!!

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

OSCE

My first time sitting OSCE.... 2day.
Not as bad as i think la... i think should b able to pass 1...
BS is okay gua.... i try to show concern but with a person keep observing what you said... its uneasy...

Respi is also okay... i think i didnt forget anything...

Palpation of the abdomen also okay gua... but i forget to look at the patient face during light palpation... but the examiner looks as if she is going to fall asleep....

History taking 2 is ok... the sp is nice... he is the nice sp that i always met.

PAD is bad.... i dun know i got forget anything or not... but i inspect quite a little. the patient dont have hair on his legs... a bit abmormal but i didnt comment on it. swt.... then when i came out. i forget what i did inside.... lolz... lolz... n i cant answer the question... claudication... i saw it somewhere... n yen ming tauhgt me b4. oh shoot!!! bang me in the head. N i freak out after i saw the examiner is doc JAc.... i think i get freak out by the bad things i heard of her... @@ although she is quite nice in the exam...

ok.... hope all the best to my batchmates n me for 2morrow exam. n i will b FREE!!!!!
.... until result come out.
stupid OSPE.... i wrote a lot of stupid crap things in it.